I am going to heal my son, I am going to heal my son

That is what I hear continually from my friend who's little boy has autism. I guess every time I hear him say that.. I kind of wince. I had to take a look at why I was bothering myself by that statement.

Well... truth be told:  I don't think he can heal his son. What I mean by that is that I don't think he, himself has that power over someone else. I think the things he does can greatly influence whether his son decides whether he wants to participate in this realm more fully, more consciously... but I don't really think my friend within himself has special healing powers that he can say, "alacazam".

I do however believe that there are Universal healing powers available to all of us. I do believe that the healing energy exists, not only out there somewhere, but inside as well. Think about it for a minute... what exactly would I be like without my life force. I would be an empty cold shell.

So I believe that since I am an empty cold shell without my life force that the healing powers do not come from me: the shell, but come through me from the Universe... from God.  The extent of how much I allow to flow through depends on how much I allow to flow through literally. I don't have to allow the healing energy to flow through me.. in fact, I can block it at will. I can disallow it. I can do this by thinking, thinking, thinking....  and relying solely on my own knowledge from the very minimal amount of information I have accumulated over a lifetime.

 I can solve problems with my thinking brain from the limited amount of knowledge I have accumulated... or I can defer to Universal power that contains all knowledge and all truth. I can simply trust that it is available to me when I need it.

As far as healing someone with a developmental diffability....   hmmmm....   I do believe that the human body.. the shell, has some differences that make it quite challenging for the spirit to come out... to express itsself fullly. Perhaps the shell... the human body's sensory system makes it almost unbearable to just be. It's much cozier in spirit world for some... the threat potential is low in a world that you can only access through rhythmic meditation... or "isming."

So maybe it's an issue of becoming inviting... so inviting to our children with these special challenges that they are willing to go through the pain of residing in their human bodies just to connect with us. Spirit to spirit.

So as you (the Universal spirit through your human body) become irresistable to your child... to my child. So as I become safe and easy.... and enjoyable to be around... (present)  I believe his spirit will be drawn out.  As his spirit is drawn out... as he leaves his comfort zone.. his coccoon in order to connect with you... your spirit... the healing powers will come through him and he will heal himself.

I think of it as a fiber optic cable.  There is one source of light and it runs through each little cable making it appear as if each little leg of the cable is a separate light, when in fact it is one light source... and many extensions of that light source.

Anyway... those are my thoughts for the day. Did that make sense to anyone?

~C.